Great weekend

after several rough weeks and nice weekends that I just couldn't seem to enjoy this weekend I really enjoyed the entire time. The kids were in decent moods, noone was ill, we cleaned, I worked, we got outside, we socialized...it really was a little bit of everything. Of course I am still exhausted but that really does seem par for the course these days.

stupid cavs lost. nuff said...stupid cavs.

Lee leaves tomorrow afternoon. He will be gone all week in vegas. We will all miss him. I think I will the most...:) I know it will all be fine and the week will be busy enough to barely notice really but gah, I am a little freaked out.

we started the first step of our get outta debt plan this week. yahoo..it has begun. I already am afraid of failing but need to get that out of my head fast. why do I always live in fear. It isn't like I have failed a lot in my life or been scared much in my life either yet the unknown is really not something I like. does anyone? if so, I want to hear from you. I envy your ability to go with the flow of life, the twists and turns. I am discovering more and more about myself that the only way I cope with life is with a plan..so if plan 1 goes awry I must soon develop a new plan. with children you can imagine I am constantly creating plans in my head....it is a tad exhausting. I am working on new ways to help this with beginning routines that the entire family can have so that I am not just reacting to their impulses. I am sure this will get better as the children mature, I hope?

off to finish the day and then rest....aaaah, isn't that what sundays are about really?


p.s. griffin funny..."look into my eyes" "daddy you got your haircut? it's nice." "my feelings. I lost my feelings" just don't want to forget these times when he is just pure innocence. love that kid!